As much as I try not to have countdowns because they seem to make everything drag on, it's almost impossible not to. I'll be doing so good and not even be thinking about it then all of a sudden I'll see his picture or hear his voice and it's suddenly as if I don't have a choice but to look. I HAVE to know when I'll be able to see him, hold him, and talk to him all at the same time. So yes, as of now I do have a countdown. Of course I am not able to post specific dates or times on here but all anyone needs to know is that it is very soon! But another thing to keep in mind is when a military spouse says very soon that could still be quite a few weeks or months away. We have our own entire way of perceiving time. So I guess for those of you who are curious you'll just have to keep up:)
Oh and some advice if you too are in this situation...STAY BUSY!! Use this time alone to find yourself. Explore the world. Find new hobbies and interests. Find things out about yourself that you never knew. And most of all wait patiently and faithfully for your wonderful husband to return:)!!
This is the reason I wait. That smile melts my heart, makes all of my fears go away, takes away all my pain, reminds me how lucky I am to have it, and gives me something to look forward to.
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